i'm so sick of raising my siblings i'm so tired. if any of you have seen baby bowers then you know were i'm coming from. nothing in my life is going the way i planned, nothing is going the i thought God was taking me i feel alone in a world of people who are not alone,in a world were other have some one there for them someone who wont judge or let them be judged i know i have friends who care alot about me but there's none who wants to be defend me when it needs to happen and it does not happen at all