Posted: 04/02/2008 at 12:28AM |
help! i have no idea what's happening to me! ok, so my dad i sbecoming a pastor, right. and he's looking for a job down in southern illinois. but it seems like i don't believe in god anymore. it's just, they're pushing us so hard to be perfect, so they can get a job as a pastor. we have to raise our hands during worship, we have to dress and act liek we're 30 year olds, but my bros and i are just kids. shoving it down my throat is just pushing me away. and i don't even believein god anymore. i need help, advice, something!
here are my emails
SiennaGrace473@yahoo.com
solanarae@yahoo.com
Posted: 03/18/2008 at 12:24AM |
Scream
Cortney Richards
1-7-08
V1: the water is seeping through the walls/how much longer can you hang on/it’s time to scream for help/all of your dreams have turned to stone/as if they were never known/it’s time to set you free/
Ch: it’s time to scream/scream out loud/or you’ll never know this freedom/I want to be/your everything/and hope that someday/you’ll know this freedom/it’s time to scream/
V2:now the water is up to your nose/and you know you have nothing more/it’s time to scream for help/you fall under/I pull you out/now you know that without a doubt/I’m gonna set you free/
Ch: 1x/
Br: you cry yourself to sleep/missing what you thought you knew/you felt like you were drifting away/when you’d never even moved/never even moved/
Ch: 2x/
Posted: 03/10/2008 at 12:16AM |
who dares enough to look into her pain filled/tear stained eyes/the eyes that lie to you every single time/do you dare to look they say that eyes are windows to your soul/look into my eyes/what do you see/can you tell that my life isn't all it seems/do you see the hurt and anger/the depression or the lies/of course you don't/you just see my eyes/you ignore it all/ you don't care enough to learn/what is truth and what is lies/you can't distinguish between what you know/and what you feel/you group them all as one/and turn it all to fear/i can see the fear/it's written in your eyes/i don't know who you are/i don't know where you've been/ none of that really matters/because i can see you need a friend/your eyes tell a story/of a kid who had a dream/to be part of something bigger/but it never seemed in reach/don't listen to what they say/you could be so much more/they don't define who you/are or what you will be/
Posted: 03/05/2008 at 11:17PM |
fake friends: never ask for food
real friends: are the reason you have no food
fake friends: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
real friends: call your parents dad/mom
fake friends: have never seen you cry
real friends: cry with you
fake friends: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
real friends: keep your stuff for so long they forget it's yours
fake friends: kmow a few things about you
real friends: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
fake friends: will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing
real friends: will kick the whole crowds butt that left you
fake friends: would knock on your front door
real friends: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
fake friends: are for a while
real frends: are forever
fake friends: wil talk bad to the person who talks bad about you
real friends: will knock the person out that talked bad about you
P.S. - If you were killed today i wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral because i'd eb in jail for killing the person who did it.
Posted: 02/26/2008 at 11:41PM |
funny quote by my english teacher: "nothing shows love like a ninja throwing star"
Posted: 02/26/2008 at 11:22PM |
ok, i know that i normally post songs and stuff, but i an so in love with David Artuleta. are there any jo bro fans on here? david artuleta from american looks like a younger joe jonas, and even simon said that he had the best voice of american idol ever! he is so cute, and he's an am,azing singer! vote for him!
Posted: 02/26/2008 at 11:17PM |
Mesmerized and Broken
Cortney Richards
1-7-08
V1: you’re afraid/and I’m in ruin/but I promise/we’ll get through it/even stronger/than we were before/we won’t be left wanting more/to life/we’re living/living life/we’re just living life/
Ch: can you see right through me/through these pain filled/tear stained eyes/are you afraid to look/or are you afraid to be mesmerized/you ignore it all/and don’t care enough to learn/what is truth and what is lies/cause you’re afraid to be mesmerized/
V2:you help me/and I’ll help you/I can promise/we’ll get through/these days/ we’ll get through this haze/that surrounds/our hearts are breaking/ chances taken/but we’ll find a way/oh-/we’ll find a way/
Ch: 3x/
Posted: 02/25/2008 at 11:38PM |
Moving On
Cortney Richards
1-27-08
V1: I wish you could see me now/see who I’ve become/see how I’ve changed/it’s all for the better/no more chains/holding me to who I was before/I’m walking out the door/
Ch: I’m moving on/no more tears/I’m walking past/all of my fears/no more walls/tear them down/one life to live/I won’t break down/I’m moving on/
V2: been apart for so long/I have a different view/on life and how to live it/it looks like we are through/I don’t mean much by it/I just think we should move on/when will you begin to see/that I’m already gone/
Ch: 2x/
Posted: 02/25/2008 at 11:33PM |
I Love You (but I hate you)
Cortney Richards
1-15-08
V1: I love you/your eyes pierce my heart/together we watch the sunset/fade away/driving through the darkness/we laugh the night away/ cause we know everything’s gonna be ok/
Ch: I love you but I hate you/your words race through my mind/every time/I see you walking by/how did we end up this way/it’s all I can do not to say/I love you but I hate you/
V2: I hate you/and the way you’re acting now/why do you have to be/so immature/that night you drove away/I couldn’t handle you anymore/so I walked away/I walked away/
Ch: 1x/
Br: that night I cried/ but someone told me/to open up my eyes/and realize/I’m still a part of life/I’m still here in life/
Ch: 2x/
Posted: 02/24/2008 at 11:45PM |
Walking Away
V1: can’t do this anymore/so close to walking out that door/don’t want to keep this up/putting on this face/like everything’s ok/drowning in my own tears/so this is what I’m gonna do/
Ch: I’m leaving today/running from my past that haunts me/I’m not coming back/running from the present that’s not me/if this is the wrong thing to do/I’ll find out soon enough/sorry to break my promise/but I’ve had enough/so/ I’m walking away/
V2: nothing I do is good enough/my dreams will never come to be/you’re doing it all wrong/this is what they say to me/they’ve said it for so long/I’ve come to believe it/tell me what I’m supposed to do now/
Ch: 1x/
Br: you told me to try/to be happy/I start to cry/every time I fail/I’m falling away/slowly/pulling back to/my constant shadows./of sorrow/
Ch: 2x/
The final chapter isn’t written yet/it’s yours to discover/